the wizard of Rogers Park

I grew up hearing all the the rumours about the old man who loved next door. My dad moved his lawn and he made us cookies, so I was hardly in a position to believe a lot of crap about ned.

On my tenth year, just as summer was filling the air with heavy lillacs and fresh cut grass, Ned called me over to his house one day when I was walking home from school. "What's your name, boy?
"


I like to go by shem

shem it is.


you like magic.


hell,yea. How did you know?

Oh, well... I can tell these things. I am not going to br using my tricks anymore and I was thinking, since I have known you since you were a kid and you always toldthe truth... well, how would you like to learn to be a magician.

I'm playihng baseball.

Do me a favor, wait until I show you some things before you dedice..


magic

story ida

The witchet
worked
for all
pretended
to be this and that

2am sales pitch
and you're so lonely you call in just to hear a voice

she is nice and wants to add to the order
he lets her

how nice to be wanted
his age keeps him from the lost childhood when he had his choice
of all the girls in St. Joe Indiana
a quiet brown river ran trhough
fishing for cat fish and swimming and getting drunk and losing virginities
to soldiers on their way off to ww2

My father is a mysterious figure in my mind
the quiet man who didn't mind talking but prefer not

he has his manias... mostly us kids
loved most of his life, until 45, with one family
then got mom with child and split... two more kids followed in four years

he adored us
God's love flowed throuh him like mighty wave


Now i AM AS far as away from garrett as ever before

living on the lam
communicating with my troops over the lap top


it isn't exactly a secret that I run this revolutionary. I did nottry to hide it fromthe authorities. I am protected by magic they cannot comphrehend, though they know enough to fear me mightly. I want the work that has to be done to be doneby all.


In this book, however, I am going to write a book about an underground guerrilla who will be hunted by the powers that be.... in this case, a loose cabal of rascist mafiosos, mormons, jews, isliam.... basically, he makes enemies with them all and has to go on the run.... this is going to be a vfery blood book. About what can happen when ones animus is let run loose....

I want to have some kind of redemption in the end because I BELIEVE God is love and forgiveness, not wrath....

What will it be? A woman and a man raising children is the American Blood Solution, but I fear the times are darker. I think I will come him and find his wife is a crack addict and so are his sons. He kills them all, goes out and joins the french foreigne legion

this blog is where I am going to try to work the war out

I want to see through the lies
knowthe forked toungues
acknowlege the native american contracts will dissolve into worthless dust
before land owners will undertand all land is Gods


Everywhere now hear of the great awakening
something is happening. My personal story is filled with miracles
I could show them to you

no... I am on the governments watchlist and they will do anything
to keep my message quiet

they know I am the wild card'

the trigger finger
the general of an army you can't begin to track down


You found me long ago
have used me for your purposes
now
the time has come for forgiveness
If you fear my wrath so keep quiet until I am dead


In case you don't know.... I made myself known as Christ last year, and much to my surprise the pope and bush came to my side. I had no idea what to do with that shit.

This is the story of how I am evolving into the creature of savage grace that has been sent to this world to.... I am not sure. Armeggoden or a thousand years of peace. I prefer to think of the later.


There ain't no easy out
I will stand my ground
and I won't back down

johnny cash



I do not wantanyone to pray to me, especially because some jehova witnesses started a cult or two about my wakingyupjesus site.