hey....an intro into my murky mind mire

My last blog was shut down by the government. I consider those fairly cool credentials. You will find top secret information peppered throughout my work..... expecially in my books at lulu. This site is devoted to fomenting non violent revolution, as well as the other kind... not in america, for i AM NO TERRORIST. I just believe in taking out Saddam, Mugabe, etc... Can't help it. I am also the scone of the first kings of england, believe it or not... as worthless as the fact is to my life... went to school for five majors, taking only the 3, 4, and 5 level classes, and have a great underground following all over the world.

My qualifications as a writer come from three books, a radio show where I wrote and played various characters, various readings I have hosted around Chicago, and a total commitment to bringing about Change In My Lifetime, or die trying.

Philosophically, I believe that we know very little about the mystical aspects of ourselves, and people who claim to know about this shit, are mostly making up fictions to rationalize their own beliefs, or make money. I also believe that there is God, because I have seen His works in my life. I was an athiest for many years before having some strange, mystical experiences that brought into sharp relief all the other strangely inexplicable things that had happened to me. Including seeing two demonic figures, astral projecting, a meeting with a ghost, living through a couple things that should have killed me -- and indeed have killed everyone else who went through it. I write about that stuff on my blog Waking Up Jesus, which documents an experience I have.

This blog is for the people who have tattood X's on themselves.... the people who understand what is happening here in my apartment in Chicago, and are ready to act when the order comes down.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

story ida

The witchet
worked
for all
pretended
to be this and that

2am sales pitch
and you're so lonely you call in just to hear a voice

she is nice and wants to add to the order
he lets her

how nice to be wanted
his age keeps him from the lost childhood when he had his choice
of all the girls in St. Joe Indiana
a quiet brown river ran trhough
fishing for cat fish and swimming and getting drunk and losing virginities
to soldiers on their way off to ww2

My father is a mysterious figure in my mind
the quiet man who didn't mind talking but prefer not

he has his manias... mostly us kids
loved most of his life, until 45, with one family
then got mom with child and split... two more kids followed in four years

he adored us
God's love flowed throuh him like mighty wave


Now i AM AS far as away from garrett as ever before

living on the lam
communicating with my troops over the lap top


it isn't exactly a secret that I run this revolutionary. I did nottry to hide it fromthe authorities. I am protected by magic they cannot comphrehend, though they know enough to fear me mightly. I want the work that has to be done to be doneby all.


In this book, however, I am going to write a book about an underground guerrilla who will be hunted by the powers that be.... in this case, a loose cabal of rascist mafiosos, mormons, jews, isliam.... basically, he makes enemies with them all and has to go on the run.... this is going to be a vfery blood book. About what can happen when ones animus is let run loose....

I want to have some kind of redemption in the end because I BELIEVE God is love and forgiveness, not wrath....

What will it be? A woman and a man raising children is the American Blood Solution, but I fear the times are darker. I think I will come him and find his wife is a crack addict and so are his sons. He kills them all, goes out and joins the french foreigne legion

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