hey....an intro into my murky mind mire

My last blog was shut down by the government. I consider those fairly cool credentials. You will find top secret information peppered throughout my work..... expecially in my books at lulu. This site is devoted to fomenting non violent revolution, as well as the other kind... not in america, for i AM NO TERRORIST. I just believe in taking out Saddam, Mugabe, etc... Can't help it. I am also the scone of the first kings of england, believe it or not... as worthless as the fact is to my life... went to school for five majors, taking only the 3, 4, and 5 level classes, and have a great underground following all over the world.

My qualifications as a writer come from three books, a radio show where I wrote and played various characters, various readings I have hosted around Chicago, and a total commitment to bringing about Change In My Lifetime, or die trying.

Philosophically, I believe that we know very little about the mystical aspects of ourselves, and people who claim to know about this shit, are mostly making up fictions to rationalize their own beliefs, or make money. I also believe that there is God, because I have seen His works in my life. I was an athiest for many years before having some strange, mystical experiences that brought into sharp relief all the other strangely inexplicable things that had happened to me. Including seeing two demonic figures, astral projecting, a meeting with a ghost, living through a couple things that should have killed me -- and indeed have killed everyone else who went through it. I write about that stuff on my blog Waking Up Jesus, which documents an experience I have.

This blog is for the people who have tattood X's on themselves.... the people who understand what is happening here in my apartment in Chicago, and are ready to act when the order comes down.

Thursday, July 10, 2008

time to f'ing revolt, man




My phone is tapped, and has been for over a year. They put bugs in my house, follow me through the streets... and now, they stop another avenue of my suing their asses.

They told me they would kill me if I tried to sue. Put me in prison if I went after the Hell's Angels (I have no business doing such a thing; they treated me great the one time I was around a bunch of them... and while that hardly makes their sins go away, it shows me that they have a lot of sides, like anyone. I think I have much more important things to do, personally. I apreciate their need for Freedom, the impulse to be an allow, a dealer... I know all of those temptations. I have fallen for some of them. They also told me about the bugs in a million ways. As did the people who were trying to help me in my TOTAL WAR FOR TOTAL PEACE.

The government has been watching me a long time, since my radical education and writing became known to them. I am radical, though as I have stated a million times, and the intelligence agencies know, I am about peace and love as long as I am not threatened, and they are acting in ways leaders should.

Saying it is okay to bug the population of the united states is a horrifyling precept. Only Traitors to Liberty and Freedom would vote for such legislation. I hereby withdraw all support from anyone who voted for this legislation,


VOTE THE TRAITORS OUT.

OR RUN THEM OUT AT THE BUT OF A FUCKING GUN.

ONE WAY OR ANOTHER, WE WILL STAY FRREE....


I HAVE SWORN TO MY GOD THAT I WILL FIGHT FOR THE CAUSES OF FREEDON
HERE AND NOW.

I HAVE ONE LIFE, AND I GAVE THAT OVER TO BEING OF SERVICE TO THE WORLD LONG AGO. I AM A SLAVE TO THESE WORDS BECAUSE I KNOW I HAVE A STRONG EFFECT WITH WHAT I WRITE. THE RIGHT PEOPLE READ ME. POWERFUL PEOPLE. YOU WOULD BE SURPRISED.


SO, I talked to Jesus about this one and HE is pissed as hell. Taking freedom away from his favored country is an insult to the God of Free Will.


It is one thing to stop terrorists, and another to spy on Peace Activists. This country universally supports the troops. This does not mean the people who send them to war cannot be criticized... ANYONE WHO WANTS PEACE GETS BUGGED.... IS THAT THE KIND OF COUNTRY YOU WANT TO LIVE IN?????


We have become our own worst enemy on this. The next step is busted people for every minor sentence they say, joking or not... This is a dark day in this country. We have finally given the spies the power to watch anyone, for whatever reason... and mostly because they do not agree with the present administration.

Bushy is afraid of me. I am not a cheerleader like him. I am a field general. I have proven to them that attacking me has consequences. Thank God for that military intelligence major -- I made sure the good spies, so to speak, knew about me... and the general public, hollywood, ny, the news outlets... before I came up from the underground and started my little personal revolution. And I never advocate violence. Period. Shit happens, but there is no blood on these hands, no smoking gun they can haul me off back to jail on.

You pay when you question authority here in the land of the not so fucking free. This time, they fucked with the wrong dude, and I brought a lot of them down. Some permanently. We have made a great and powerful statement. In fact, we are respobsible for Bush's flip flop on the Greenhouse effect.

Who are we? Our ranks are as diverse as this country. You would be surprised. I let anyone in, at first. Now I am cutting out the cults. I warned them I would. I offered them a french foreign legion like set up. COme in and be forgiven. The christian way, you know... the New Christian Way, at least... as explained by Jesus in his blog http://wakingupjesus.blogspot.com


The day we lost our idea of Freedom

We need Obama NOW. Ugh.
















Senate easily passes wiretap bill
Obama's 'yes' vote draws charge of flip-flop from McCain camp
Shailagh Murray, Washington Post

Thursday, July 10, 2008

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(07-10) 04:00 PDT Washington - --

The Senate easily approved legislation Wednesday to overhaul government eavesdropping rules in terrorism and espionage cases and effectively granted immunity to telecommunications companies that participated in a secret domestic spying program, ending a contentious debate that has raged for more than two years.

Among the 69 senators who voted "yes" on final passage was Barack Obama of Illinois, who had opposed the immunity provision in earlier versions of the wiretapping bill, a rewrite of the 1978 Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act. The presumptive Democratic presidential nominee said revisions to the legislation had alleviated his concerns, but Sen. John McCain's campaign seized on the reversal as a flip-flop of the first order.

"He's willing to change positions, break campaign commitments and undermine his own words in his quest for higher office," said Tucker Bounds, a spokesman for the Arizona Republican. McCain, campaigning in Pittsburgh, was absent for the vote.

The bill's 28 opponents included numerous prominent Democrats, including Sen. Hillary Rodham Clinton of New York and Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid of Nevada. Lining up with Obama were 47 Republicans and 21 mostly moderate Democrats.

California's Democratic senators split on the vote - Barbara Boxer voted no; Dianne Feinstein voted yes.

"Sen. Obama has said before that the compromise bill is not perfect," his campaign said in a statement. "Given the choice between voting for an improved yet imperfect bill, and losing important surveillance tools, Sen. Obama chose to support the FISA compromise."

The bill addresses a broad scope of surveillance activities in the aftermath of the Sept. 11 attacks. In certain cases, it limits the government's ability to collect information, but it also provides greater flexibility, an attempt to reflect the changing nature of national security threats in the post-Cold War era.












Wednesday, July 9, 2008

The revolt

This country... last night I was thinking, we really have to be ready for the Neo Cons to try and steal another election. If this happens, the us should pick up their guns and head for washington.

This time we must defend Liberty, and Democracy, by any means necessary. I will never forgive this country for leaving Gore out to dry. We should have swarmed the streets, shook the skyscarapers, and made sure thate every mother fucker in government knew we, the american people, are through taking their shit.

I am sick of being from a country that has a government which makes the good folk living here seem evil to half the world. You hear a lot of people say, Oh, we love the american people, but hate the country. This does not stop them from killing american citizens, mind you.

I am also sick of people thinking Iran should be a nuclear power, and sick of them being threatened. I have a great love for the Iranian people, though we of course have great differences in how to govern. I want to believe in the democratic process again, and Obama makes this easier, yet ... since Roosevelt, the presidents haven't done much more than fillthe pockets of the robber barons in every industry, especially the oil companies, which kept the Bush from even saying there is a greenhouse effect until the last year.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

the wizard of Rogers Park

I grew up hearing all the the rumours about the old man who loved next door. My dad moved his lawn and he made us cookies, so I was hardly in a position to believe a lot of crap about ned.

On my tenth year, just as summer was filling the air with heavy lillacs and fresh cut grass, Ned called me over to his house one day when I was walking home from school. "What's your name, boy?
"


I like to go by shem

shem it is.


you like magic.


hell,yea. How did you know?

Oh, well... I can tell these things. I am not going to br using my tricks anymore and I was thinking, since I have known you since you were a kid and you always toldthe truth... well, how would you like to learn to be a magician.

I'm playihng baseball.

Do me a favor, wait until I show you some things before you dedice..


magic

story ida

The witchet
worked
for all
pretended
to be this and that

2am sales pitch
and you're so lonely you call in just to hear a voice

she is nice and wants to add to the order
he lets her

how nice to be wanted
his age keeps him from the lost childhood when he had his choice
of all the girls in St. Joe Indiana
a quiet brown river ran trhough
fishing for cat fish and swimming and getting drunk and losing virginities
to soldiers on their way off to ww2

My father is a mysterious figure in my mind
the quiet man who didn't mind talking but prefer not

he has his manias... mostly us kids
loved most of his life, until 45, with one family
then got mom with child and split... two more kids followed in four years

he adored us
God's love flowed throuh him like mighty wave


Now i AM AS far as away from garrett as ever before

living on the lam
communicating with my troops over the lap top


it isn't exactly a secret that I run this revolutionary. I did nottry to hide it fromthe authorities. I am protected by magic they cannot comphrehend, though they know enough to fear me mightly. I want the work that has to be done to be doneby all.


In this book, however, I am going to write a book about an underground guerrilla who will be hunted by the powers that be.... in this case, a loose cabal of rascist mafiosos, mormons, jews, isliam.... basically, he makes enemies with them all and has to go on the run.... this is going to be a vfery blood book. About what can happen when ones animus is let run loose....

I want to have some kind of redemption in the end because I BELIEVE God is love and forgiveness, not wrath....

What will it be? A woman and a man raising children is the American Blood Solution, but I fear the times are darker. I think I will come him and find his wife is a crack addict and so are his sons. He kills them all, goes out and joins the french foreigne legion

this blog is where I am going to try to work the war out


I want to see through the lies
knowthe forked toungues
acknowlege the native american contracts will dissolve into worthless dust
before land owners will undertand all land is Gods


Everywhere now hear of the great awakening
something is happening. My personal story is filled with miracles
I could show them to you

no... I am on the governments watchlist and they will do anything
to keep my message quiet

they know I am the wild card'

the trigger finger
the general of an army you can't begin to track down


You found me long ago
have used me for your purposes
now
the time has come for forgiveness
If you fear my wrath so keep quiet until I am dead


In case you don't know.... I made myself known as Christ last year, and much to my surprise the pope and bush came to my side. I had no idea what to do with that shit.

This is the story of how I am evolving into the creature of savage grace that has been sent to this world to.... I am not sure. Armeggoden or a thousand years of peace. I prefer to think of the later.


There ain't no easy out
I will stand my ground
and I won't back down

johnny cash



I do not wantanyone to pray to me, especially because some jehova witnesses started a cult or two about my wakingyupjesus site.