hey....an intro into my murky mind mire

My last blog was shut down by the government. I consider those fairly cool credentials. You will find top secret information peppered throughout my work..... expecially in my books at lulu. This site is devoted to fomenting non violent revolution, as well as the other kind... not in america, for i AM NO TERRORIST. I just believe in taking out Saddam, Mugabe, etc... Can't help it. I am also the scone of the first kings of england, believe it or not... as worthless as the fact is to my life... went to school for five majors, taking only the 3, 4, and 5 level classes, and have a great underground following all over the world.

My qualifications as a writer come from three books, a radio show where I wrote and played various characters, various readings I have hosted around Chicago, and a total commitment to bringing about Change In My Lifetime, or die trying.

Philosophically, I believe that we know very little about the mystical aspects of ourselves, and people who claim to know about this shit, are mostly making up fictions to rationalize their own beliefs, or make money. I also believe that there is God, because I have seen His works in my life. I was an athiest for many years before having some strange, mystical experiences that brought into sharp relief all the other strangely inexplicable things that had happened to me. Including seeing two demonic figures, astral projecting, a meeting with a ghost, living through a couple things that should have killed me -- and indeed have killed everyone else who went through it. I write about that stuff on my blog Waking Up Jesus, which documents an experience I have.

This blog is for the people who have tattood X's on themselves.... the people who understand what is happening here in my apartment in Chicago, and are ready to act when the order comes down.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

confestions of a traitor




war
I am battling a bit of myself

killing off some good
some bad
bits of this and that
personas
memories

A Generals words can have men killed
conjour the mythic gods of war
allow them to inhabit the faithful
My words of violence and war played up the magic of the recruiters spiel


Christoper Hitchens is right
not all blood is shed in vain

no, not all blood...

and until war is obsolete, this will be so

there are causes worth fighting for
causes worth going broke for
fights where the honorable make their stands



we need total war for total peace
the big three and others of power need to band together
tame the lands where the ruthless criminals reign

we must patrol the seas where the pirates roam
take our places as the protectors of mankind
not our natiolality

our nationalities will mean less and less
as we grow to know one another as equals


I feel the rages of the ancient genes of the kings
pushing me out the door with my saber
calling for my horse and riding off to raise and army

the war is not of my wanting
though the bringing down of a tyrant ain't all bad




how does a poet write of other than war
when war seems all pervasive
the perceptions of the polticial trvialize much of this life




told young soldiers to pick up arms and do the unthinkable

asked the ultimate sacrifice of a generation

I have been a traitor
to humankind in a million minor ways.
Littered with my cigarette buts,

spent as little time as possible
thinking about the greenhouse effect as I drove my cab.


Now I command the secret forces of the night
the characters I send out into my readers minds
to wreak havouc on their thinking


What powers god gives the poets

like dna splitting
creating something new


I wish I could tell everyone out there fighting this economy
that I have your bread and warmth
explain how the very arms of heaven are going to reach on down and carry you away


could be
could be









man a man a man


a part of a mythic retelling of mankind

the fashions and styles we will use as our armour
the coat against the cold gusts of heavenly winds











































other blogs where you can read my work include...

http://theelvesattic.blogspot.com

http://thereligiouspsychokillershitlist.blogspot.com

http://wakingupjesus.blogspot.com

http://secretposse.com

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